Monday, March 31, 2008

Amy Macdonald

touching concert in radio's place

i could see many Polish journalistic stars

BUT - SHE - was the biggest star today!

she brought me to tears with "Run":

"And I will love until my heart it aches
And I will love until my heart it breaks
And I will love until there's nothing more to live for"

Sunday, March 30, 2008

why it's so hard to get over him

he knew that i absolutely love music

he started to learn to play saxophone:-) CAUSE OF ME, FOR ME etc:-)))

Lovely Sunday

after 4 hours in jacuzzi on Saturday I woke up extremely relaxed on Sunday:-)))

the perfect day started with perfect sun:-)

nice chat with my funny parents,

shopping that always makes my very happy

and now listening to Chris Botti and preparing a very nice and healthy lunch:-)

a plan to hang out with funny friends afterwards:-)

simply DOLCE VITA:-):-):-)

and the most important thing!! - a thought in my head:

if it was a true love, he would be with me now:-)))))

it was just great and sweet love but NOT the one from my speech about diamonds:-)

If Teacups Could Talk

Some time ago I took part in a lovely event:

If Teacups Could Talk -What insights would they share about women and the value of their friendships

Grace Fox was a speaker. She was impressive.

I'd like to make another post out of her speach but before need to do something.

Grace also has a blog and she uses the same template as me:-)

Speed of life

"life is too short to be slow"

well i need to slow down sometimes:-)

Grace Fox

I was listening to Grace's speech and was schocked how much of bad things

a single human being can go through and how difficult is to be a MOTHER

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Wittgenstein

Wittgenstein said that we think through a language.

In other words it means the language we use codes our mind.

Most of my time at work and very often after work I speak English.

Following Wittgenstein's logic, I must say: I think in an English way:-)

Writing a book

two people already told me that I should write a book

both guys aren't Polish - Greek and American

if two people, there must be something true about it

if it ever happens, it won't be a book in Polish

Mr London misses me:-):-):-):-):-)

next week I am in london:-)

last april i was also flying to london and he in may:-)

when i was in riga, he was also there:-),

it was a time of no-communication between us then

it was kind of weird to learn about it when a time of communication between us happened again:-)

i need to stop think where he is and what's the most important when he leaves my country for good!

my hot-top priority - he needs to leave my head forever:-)

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Albert Einstein

I always had a feeling Albert Einstein must have be a wise guy:-)

"There are only two ways to live your life, as though nothing is a miracle,

or as though everything is a miracle. " - Albert Einstein

Monday, March 24, 2008

Freedom

I strongly want to free my mind, soul and heart up from HIM!!!!!!!!!!

and I'll manage:-)))

wanna bet = lose?:-))))

Off roading




it was cool:-), I could repeat it:-)




Photoblogger

I am becoming a photoblogger post by post ...

A picture is more powerful than a word

a good pic and a good word are the most powerful so will try to manage both:-)

Jewellery







first you find your dreamful shop




and afterwards you fall in love with the rings there:-)





cute visitors at my place - my neighbour - Agata - and her sweet dog:-)


my beautiful London


Being overloaded at work

a consequence - I showed up at Nouvelle Vague's concert a day later;-)

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Special friend in UK:-)


that's what he saw while flying


Quotes from Laura's email

No matter how long the winter, spring is sure to follow."

"Ask for what you want and be prepared to get it."

Holiday

I wish Freud was my friend:-)

He would say from the beginning - oh man you're buying "Holiday", it shows something!

and after the 20th time of watching the film, he would say - you are as pathetic as the character played by Kate Winslet ...

Freud would be a cruel and extremely RIGHT Friend:-))).

He

I am still in love with him .... - I need to face the truth about the truth of truth:-)

BUT - I love this BUT

I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH HIM ANYMORE UNDER ANY CONDITION!

translation: I WANT A NEW LOVE IN MY LIFE!!!!!!:-)

and what's even more important

I WANT TO FALL OUT OF THIS LOVE


It was very painful to realise the real truth of the truth ...

My friend said: " don't worry, 3/4 of the problem is behind you cause you know what's your problem":-)

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Meet cute

I will never forget it:-)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The first birthday party of the fancy club in Warsaw. He approaches me.

He - I'm paradise.

I - I'm heaven.

That's how we met. He couldn't speak Polish then.

Fruit of love:-)

I am a fruit of love

How do I know it?

The short story below ...

I texted my parents as I wanted them to pick me up from the airport: "the parcel to pick up at the airport at 9 am"

Text back from them: "you are not a parcel, you are a fruit of love":-))))

how sweet:-))))

He

am not in love with him anymore but ....

there is a shadow of him in my soul ....

will it be for ever?????????????????????????????????????????????

so far nobody impressed me as much as him:-)