sad ending of this sweet summer love

last week i lost the lighter that reminded me of him:-( it is like loosing this love for good!

Last summer - Loredo (the one close to Santander)

I almost fell in love with a guy - of course a sufer:-) and a doctor. It was important for me. OK, i fell in love, i cant lie to myself. It was a VERY SWEET GUY.

Once he cooked for me and our friends. I love to eat it with hands. I don't know why but I love. He didn't want me to do it and he said that I'm from bush. And suddenly the bee came and was annoying to him so I said that it's punishment that he didn't want me to eat with hands. And he said : "And I got the punishment cause I want the best for you"?.

Another day - dinner in my fav restaurant, I was eating with hands and told him - 'I'm eating wih hands'. He said - 'you may, does it taste better?' - sweet sweet guy

While i wasn't here

what was i doing here when i was away from you?

one of the things i've done was reading lots of books and got two fav:

1. Danielle Trussoni "Angelologia"
2. Mario Vargas Llosa "Szelmostwa niegrzecznej dziewczynki"

Yes, I love Polish language and reading in it.

another thing:

fell in love with audiobooks

another thing:

new kind of artistic project - pix later

I fell in love with Spain - so far my 2 fav places are Bilbao and San Sebastian.

I've started to learn Spanish. I really dont know why I gave it up long time ago. OK, I know, I was stupid! VERY STUPID!

And what's the most important I grew as a person. Why I think so? I read my BLOG from the beginning to the end and see a change in me. I've some different opinions, feelings, dreams and goals.

Let's talk my Blog

so i think we never had a serious conversation about our values and credo. It seems to be me that we were chit chatting and that's it.

Let's make some things clear!!!

I'm serious about you, ok? And i don't pretend not to care. If i don't write here it means nothing about you and me.

Now our values - we fully incorporate surf values and will try to follow a surfing lifestyle.

Apart from that we do want to change the world and be it a better place to live in. We want to be revolutionary in a peaceful way.

"Il n'y a rien de plus revolutionnaire que la verite" - ok? so you understand that we write here the truth!

Palę

Znowu palę nałogowo... rzucę kiedyś, ale teraz jestem za słaba...

Do wszystkich moich koleżanek i kolegów:-)

"Ty się ogarnij, bo ja wiecznie żyć nie będę":-)))

Cytat z ... kto zgadnie?:-)

CRISIS!!! but not economic one:-)

My Dearest Blog,

I know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know and i know, I was silent for a long time!!! I APOLOGIZE! Relax, don't get mad at me, I had (still have?) a writing crisis.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD WRITE ABOUT AND WHAT'S MY NEW STYLE SHOULD BE LIKE.

I feel I should write in a different way. I'm done with the short posts, getting to the point in the first word.

BUT if not that, SO WHAT?

Of course, I wouldn't be writing here if didnt have an idea:-) yet am not 100% about it.

I have a need to express myself here, so don't worry, we will have plenty of writing dates here:-)

xoxo